Really into this lipstick that came in the uni voxbox! It’s not a shade that I would have ever tried on and I probably won’t go out in public wearing it, but I like it a lot. I’ll def check out their other colors whenever I’m at the store!
Received Dove Advanced Care deodorant in the mail from influenster. Wasn’t impressed, I wouldn’t recommend it. The smell was strong and chemically and I had to put it on twice a day. I’ll stick to Dove Men’s Care, it’s seriously the best!
Hey guys! I’m back on tumblr again. I am once again tired of how absolutely terrible my body feels following my regular diet of eating whatever I want. I’m super excited to get back into eating sugar free/low carb, and plan to begin that transition this week! I want to maintain eating clean until the end of the semester, so two months and then see where I’m at.
I do this thing where I hide things from people in my life because for some reason I am afraid of being me. I have a lot of anxiety about sharing my feelings about myself, especially in terms of weight/weightloss/diet.
One of the reasons is that I don’t want to admit to wanting to lose weight and have other people encourage me is because that means they think I need to lose weight as well. But maybe they just want me to be happy, idk. I don’t like to share these things with most people.
I weighed myself today and I’m back at 172. Which makes no sense because I feel more massive then ever. (That’s -8lbs in two weeks.)
I think I’m going to try to consume less salt today and more water.
Thanksgiving was super great! I was so so good until 11pm!
I worked until 3:30, then came home and got started on holiday decorating. I am redoing my house before my mom comes home, so it’ll be totally Christmased out when she gets back!
I ended up staying at the first dinner I went to for hours longer than I expected. My plate was all green and turkey which was awesome. People brought fried brussels sprouts and kale salad, so that with the turkey meant I was able to get full! I took tiny tastes of bread pudding + mashed potatoes, but otherwise I did alright!
I went to a second hours around 10pm, and thats where I messed up. My second family made sweet potatoes with almonds on top. Couldn’t help myself. ABSOLUTELY delicious. Then my boyfriend asked for a cider drink, and she made one for me. With caramel and vanila vodka. WASN’T EVEN MAD, it was so delicious.
Whatever. One day, and I skipped 95% of the delicious looking carbs. Not even going to get upset.
PS I weighed myself yesterday and I’m down 7 pounds since last week.